Sooo...that was the first batch of poems. I wrote them about 5-6 months ago. As you might have interpreted, I wasn't a happu camper during that time. But I've lived through it and now I'm somewhat back on my feet. At least something good came out of that situation: I am now back to writing poetry again. I used to write a lot when I was still a teen and somewhere down the road, it ceased. But now I'M SO BACK!!!! Perhaps someday, I will post my early poems as well...!!! ;-)

I hope you enjoyed my poerty so far. Please do comment.

Broken by my own emotions
I fall
A prisoner of my own love
Surrounded by its unbreakable bars

Darkness overpowering my heart
that was true to you
A heart
you let slip through your fingers

Gazing up at the night sky
The moon
Once a perfect circle
Now broken like our love

Memories of us that haunt my mind
and heart
Bitter Sweet
Your smile

Against the wall,
The masterpiece of your life,
Your passion
Perfectly shaped
Echoing the sounds from within your heart

As I close my eyes
I see you
I see us
Once happy

You
the missing piece in my life
I had finally found
My best friend
Now gone...

Questions remain unanswered
Two wrongs almost became one right
Confusion and pain
Channeled into an endless flow of tears...

Again, I stand alone in this world
Empty.
Withering away like a rose
You could not keep
I fade away...

Every morning
I wake up
and greet the world
with my biggest smile

I move amongst the people
Holding my head up high
Crack some jokes
and try to make them smile

Like a clown
I put on a show
But little do they know

At night the mask comes off
My smile
melts into tears

I curl up in a corner
feeling so alone

No one to reach out for

Just an empty space
Like my heart

I cry myself to sleep

A clown
Ready for her next act

Every night
When the world gets quiet
And all is fast asleep
I cry
A tear
Perhaps it is comfort that I seek
But you're not here...

In a corner I crumble
Alone
Like I have always been
No one there
to reach out for
Alone ...

I have sunken
deep
In this bottomless well

Wasn't it just yesterday
That you were here?
The hours come and they go
But the seconds
remind me of you...

Always.

Reaching out in the distance
for something
not there
I crumble...

So...I'm at work on campus at the moment, as a computer tutor. Not a whole lot going on right now. It's a slow summer.
Im still trying to figure out the GAIA Community. Haven't had the chance earlier, but it seems like things are mellowing down some. I wished I had my poems with me to post...You know what...I do!!!!! :-D

Check out my POEMS, people!!!!!!!!!! (do give me like a 15 min. or so)